8/6/07 08:20 pm - no need to get drunk when your heart is no longer empty.
life is pretty nice... there's still some b.s. going on but its easy to deal with when you're clear headed. i've been thinking a lot latly and i've realized 3 important things about myself.
1) i'm to the point in my life were all i want to do is stay in and cuddle with sonny. everyone thinks i'm nuts for loving him so much but he's good to me and he's the only guy that can put up with all my b.s. and after 6 months, 3 fights, and 1 break up; i know he's the one i want to spend the rest of my life with and i know he feels the same way.
2) i've also realized that i don't want anymore friends, i have more than enough and the ones that i have are amazing.
3) and the last realization is that megan, chantelle, sean, and sonny are my family. i'm not sad about not talking to anyone in my family anymore and from what i've been told, they realize now that they've needed me more than i ever needed them, i'm glad i don't need them.
So all in all after 18 years and 10 months i finally got my shit together and i'm ready to settle down with the most amazing man i have ever met.